Whats not up to you?
You control your process,
You control your actions.

Want to figure out how to get the results you need?

Ask yourself these questions:

What steps have i taken to reach my goals?
What behaviors and thought patterns have I refined to stay focused and consistent day in and day out?
What habits even if little have I decided to do or give up to see a better version of me?
What physical steps have I actually taken to see a better version of myself.

These answers are ALL THINGS that you control.
Don't give up small steps make huge changes over time.

Remember !!!! To get a different result we have to do something different with each day putting into practice new habits.